WHAT UNFORGIVENESS IS DOING TO ME
"Unforgiveness is like taking poison and expecting another person to die" As a young girl I have lot's of dreams,goals and I had lot's of happiness to go round. I didn't know the extent of such happiness I had, until I saw another girl exactly my own age when I used to be filled with so much happiness and joy, it's beautiful I tell you. After so many issue of life, love hunting and finding, I thought it was in a good place. I guess I was so happy I foolishly made some decisions I thought I was doing for love, I thought I was happy but dear Lord it looked like it. I thought I was safe but dear Lord,it looked like it. Now, I have become a venom filled with REGRETS, HATE, ANGER, SELF PITY, BADLUCK, BAD MOUTH, INSULTS,SHAME etc. That is all I see in me with no single drop of Love. The kind of pain I used to feel was more than my body could bare,most times after soiling in my tears in my bed I feel like the anger wants to tear my body apart, throw me far...